whats wrong with me?
why am i doing all this shit?
why do i always hurt him?

im useless , i cant be a good girlfriend ):
why do i always vent my angers on him?
why do i get angry at him for the slightest matter,
only to find out im in the wrong & get guilty when something bad happened?
whats really wrong with me?
why am i like this?
WHY?
i dont deserve such a good boyfriend!
i dont know how to cherish & love him.
i took him for granted ):
KILL ME! WHATS WRONG WITH ME )':
i dont wanna do all this & hurt baby.
but i dont know why , why i always cant keep my words.
god , please help me ):
baby , 我知错了